When I first started my YouTube journey, the thought of being behind the camera felt a bit weird. To be honest, it still feels a bit wierd. I’m used to living in the background—working behind the scenes to make things happen—but being the one in front of the lens? That was a whole new world. The nerves were real, but somehow, the more I did it, the more I began to feel comfortable. The editing process? Now that was something I could really get into. It was the part of the process that felt like a creative outlet, allowing me to take raw footage and transform it into something meaningful.
Creating content has definitely had its challenges. Some days, the ideas flow like water, and I can whip out multiple videos in one go. Other days, it feels like pulling teeth to get even a few seconds of usable footage. But that’s the thing about YouTube (or any creative endeavor, really)—it’s not always going to be easy, and some days are just harder than others. But when the mood strikes, it’s magical, and I feel like I could keep filming for hours.
Setting Long-Term Goals & Taking it One Step at a Time
I remind myself often that this isn’t a race. Success on YouTube doesn’t happen overnight, and building a community takes time. My goal isn’t about gaining a certain number of subscribers right away or racking up views in the short term. It’s about creating quality content that speaks to people, especially other homesteaders and those just starting their journey. Homesteading is my passion, and I want my channel to be a place where people feel encouraged, inspired, and empowered to start their own journey—whether it’s with gardening, DIY projects, or building a more self-sufficient lifestyle.
There are times when I catch myself checking my subscriber count or wondering why things aren’t growing as fast as I’d hoped. But then I take a step back and remember why I started this in the first place: to create fun, meaningful content that resonates with others. Numbers are nice, but they aren’t the point. The real goal is to inspire someone, to make them feel like they can do it too, just like I did. And if someone reaches out to ask a question or just to say “thank you,” that’s more valuable to me than any number on the screen.
Navigating the Doubts & Staying Motivated
It’s easy to get lost in self-doubt when you’re putting yourself out there on the internet. There’s always that voice that asks, “Am I doing this right? Is anyone even watching?” I know that feeling all too well. I’ve been there. Hell I am there. The moments when you second guess yourself and wonder if you’re just wasting your time. But what’s helped me push through those moments is remembering that the journey is just as important as the destination and while I’m hoping to encourage and educate others. I’m educating myself in the process. I’m learning to be more patient with myself, accept my limitations, flaws and loving me more, everyday.
I know what it’s like to feel unsure of yourself, to feel like maybe you don’t have the knowledge or the confidence to move forward. But that’s why I want to be here for others—so they don’t feel alone. If my videos can help someone feel less stupid for asking questions, for trying something new, or for just starting out, then I’ve done my job. I want to be that motivator for others, the person who says, “Hey, if I can do it, so can you.”
Growing in Silence
Sometimes, it feels like I’m doing all this work, and no one’s watching. The subscriber count isn’t growing as quickly as I’d like, and views are slower than I expected. But I’ve learned to embrace this part of the process. I’m growing in silence, and that’s okay. Success isn’t always about being in the spotlight. Sometimes it’s about showing up day after day, even when it feels like no one notices. It’s about consistently putting out content that aligns with my passion and my purpose.
Maybe one day, I’ll be able to monetize my channel and turn it into something bigger. But even if that day never comes, I know I’m doing something that matters. I’m creating content that helps people. I’m making videos that inspire others to take action. And, ultimately, that’s worth far more than any paycheck.
Keep Chugging Along
So, I keep chugging along, video by video, subscriber by subscriber, reminding myself that this is a marathon, not a sprint. My goal is to stay true to the mission—to inspire, to teach, and to encourage others, just like I needed encouragement when I started. Whether one person watches, 10 people, or 100, it’s all worth it if I can make a difference. It’s a journey of growth, not just for my channel, but for me as a person too. And if I can help someone along the way, then that’s the real win.
For anyone else thinking about starting a YouTube channel or following a passion, here’s my advice: Don’t worry about the numbers. Don’t stress about perfection. Just focus on creating content that’s true to you. The right people will find it, and they’ll appreciate it. So, keep going, even if no one’s watching. Keep growing in silence, because every step you take is a step closer to where you want to be.
And of course, Never Give Up!
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